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Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Coming up on a year

I wish I could say that everything is okay. It isn't, the wound of his passing is freshly open.
I feel the loss as though it was yesterday instead of a year ago. I find myself wondering even if he really loved me.
Valentine's day is the actual anniversary. I am planning on going to visit his grave again.
His birthday is on Friday.
I am just going to try and stay busy. I feel very alone.